Where did April go? Anyway finished with my second semester of library school and its time to move on to the summer session. What's been going on? Well in terms of merchandise I purchased an Xbox which was long overdue, an ipod mini which was long overdue and some clothes which unfortunately was also long overdue. In terms of movies I saw Kingdom of Heaven which was ok, not as violent as I was hoping for, and Motorcycle Diaries which was a great movie, very inspiring. In terms of books I'm excited about the next Harry Potter but I don't read much so that's all I got. In terms of health I'm still alive. In terms of relationships my girl and I haven't killed each other yet.
By the way the next two weeks is the best time to come to Rochester, NY. We got the lilac festival going on and that is sure to bring the honies out. Not that I'm looking but its hot outside so I'm lookin. If you're not blogging you're missing out. Peace

DooWeeDecimate System

The following movies were:
Guess who: good
Pacifer: not for the mature
Hitch: good, saw it for the chicks
Sideways: hilarious
Closer: disturbing, saw it for natalie

Rented:
Elf: funny, how can it not be, Will is a dumbass
The Incredibles: incredible
Terminal: horrible

The following music is:
The Massacre: hot
The One: doble caliente
The Beekeeper: has a good buzz
The Documentary: the fever

See you next month.

Someday blogging will take over the world, if it hasn't already. I can't act like I haven't posted in a while but this is a new year and I kind of miss this stuff. So here's the update: I'm trying to be a librarian but there's a good chance I'll fail in this endeavor. I think I'll fail because truthfully I have no idea what I'm doing. Still living in a boring city that i'm learning to love and still trying to make sense of this life instead of figuring out how to live it. It's a shame I'm starting to love the Roc because in a few months I'm leaving for unknown lands. I still miss NYC but I can't live there and to some degree I don't want to. Yet I'm afraid to live anywhere else, slowly I welcome insanity as the chaos in the minds around me grows. No clue what that last line meant but sometimes I think I'm surronded by idiots. Much seems to be going on in my life and yet I haven't described anything that explains why I might be going crazy. All I can say is that I fear for my people, my family and my friends. The world is changing and I fear the misguided are growing and spreading their infuence. Hopefully I can stay true to blogging. Please prepare to learn something about yourself since we are all kin in this experience called life. What will this week hold for myself.........for you.......

I’m trackless
telling people I’m doing my taxes
graduated magna dum laude
COLLEGE, won’t go back to it
rochester’s tight
kind of stuck in it
lubricate my mind on this spot
can’t commit to this
haven’t blogged for a while
may not come back to this
tried to do an album
but I’m a procrastinator
can’t even stick to a rhyme scheme
I give up see you later

Track 4 (obsession (Calvin Klein))

A mint of desire

It was all a dream
I wish, but it was all a scheme
In life it’s just another scene
Cupid shot me in my eyes
It was like the brightest gleam
Saw a beauty I had never seen
This naked baby is mean

Motto of the day: If it ain't a sin, why not?

Just torture for a man
Weary of love
Incapable of doing
What I want to be capable of
Not the whitest of doves
Could compare to this woman
Whose presence is choking me
Like the tightest of gloves

Torture is a woman, with or without them

In my mind I labor for love
A love lost without words
But she’s bound to a soul
That’s eternally hers

Track 3 ( Histories mystery)

Lost on Roanoke

I remember….

When we docked
On land as plain as the sea
You leaping to your home…
those smiles you made at me

We were making our beginning
With an abandoned frame
Weary natives gave us help
But we betrayed them still the same

Feeling happy, feeling hope
Everytime I saw you playing
Holding you was my joy
Amidst all the complaining

I wanted to be you father
But they made me a leader first
I wanted to remain hopeful
But now I know I’m cursed

Low on resources
But never low on love
they made return alone
yet I had you to think of

I didn’t mean to leave you
I thought I would be back
But a war turned out the years
I hate myself for that

I wanted to remember
Meeting you much older
I wanted to feel warm
Everyday I feel much colder
I returned and looked for you
For those smiles you made at me
But all that I beheld was a land we once called home
As plain as the sea

This is about the mystery of Roanoke. I love reading about history and this is just a small story in the midst of something bigger that was taking place. Spanish armadas, war, colonies in the new world, England, France, stuff like that. More on the way.

Track 2(Revelation)


Old soul

Weak heart, a slow flow
Young blood, a strong glow
I’m a low beat, an old soul
with nowhere to go

Wild nights as lights melt
Looking and lost, how I’ve felt
Ways to erupt, I halt
but it’s never my fault

Idle hands, eager fingers
I travel, still lingers…
My essence, still quivers
like the deep of rivers

Our purpose, who knows
Our wisdom, it shows
We are low beats, old souls
with nowhere to go


This week I learned that the more things change the more they stay the same. Like a ghost in the matrix, I’m waiting to be free from expectation. Dedicated to all the old souls out there.