Sunday, February 13, 2005

Someday blogging will take over the world, if it hasn't already. I can't act like I haven't posted in a while but this is a new year and I kind of miss this stuff. So here's the update: I'm trying to be a librarian but there's a good chance I'll fail in this endeavor. I think I'll fail because truthfully I have no idea what I'm doing. Still living in a boring city that i'm learning to love and still trying to make sense of this life instead of figuring out how to live it. It's a shame I'm starting to love the Roc because in a few months I'm leaving for unknown lands. I still miss NYC but I can't live there and to some degree I don't want to. Yet I'm afraid to live anywhere else, slowly I welcome insanity as the chaos in the minds around me grows. No clue what that last line meant but sometimes I think I'm surronded by idiots. Much seems to be going on in my life and yet I haven't described anything that explains why I might be going crazy. All I can say is that I fear for my people, my family and my friends. The world is changing and I fear the misguided are growing and spreading their infuence. Hopefully I can stay true to blogging. Please prepare to learn something about yourself since we are all kin in this experience called life. What will this week hold for myself.........for you.......